So Why?

I'm sorry I don't treat you like shit
I'm not sorry that you like that
I can't understand how you can give yourself to someone
Who must use you and puts all the shit that everyone feels into a blame
that is placed upon you
Can't you see it, why do you keep feeding it?
It is stupid
We can sit here all day and complain about how much we don't like ourselves
Or we can change the world and be better
But no, I'm sorry
You have a man that hurt you
So the whole world is fucked up to you
Never to find an honest soul
But the ones who sit in front of you
I told you I wanted you
Not to abuse you or make you feel less than me
I want you to be beautiful and free
And I'm tired of rhyming because it is easy
And it is so funny because you are just that
Lost in your own bullshit
Lost in what someone told you
For some reason you believe it
And hold these abusive words to you
Yet you cry and want something real
But to be honest you can't handle it
You are lost in a shell of your whatever




So deal with it, and be like the rest of us
Because you are nothing special
Unless you tell yourself so

Well...

Just like the sun wants the moon
and the land wants the sea
I want to hold you in my arms
Not for anyone but me
It may seem selfish but at least it is true
This feeling that comes when I speak to you
It tells me about me
This feeling that comes when you leave
I don't want it, but it lets me be in this moment in time
And I know you don't want to be so caught up
With someone who walked along and grabbed your heart
For a split second, as I am sure
But this didn't last for a second
It is so much more