2,000 views?

A little more than that, but at least. Listen, I don't know, don't assume that this is some sort of statement or answer to what you have been looking for. I'm as smart as anyone else and twice as much so. But so are you, I am sure.

If there ever was a better analogy for life it would be that if you speed towards the next traffic signal, passing every car in front of you furiously as possible, going left, going right, hitting your brakes, speeding 20 mph over the speed limit, you will only to end up at the same stop light as everyone you passed. Sitting there waiting for it to turn green.

Something

My life has lost purpose, and meaning. I'm competing, and it kills me.

Blue and Black Siren

Beware of people who awaken your soul
Beware of their control
Understand their importance
But always know and always see
That people will fill you with what they need
All basic bull shit fastened on repeat
And remember the ones who set you on fire
Will do so with a smile

Cold blue death hue
Come to me in the night
With your jet black hair
and eyes of a lynx
Stay with me
Dream with me
Sing these words to me everyday

Because that's why I breathe
I crave your body
I want your soul
I need you to be
Blue and Black flame
Want does not come close to need

And after these few words I've written
About you, about me, about us
I have begun to see
You are nothing but a Siren
Who I just want

So Why?

I'm sorry I don't treat you like shit
I'm not sorry that you like that
I can't understand how you can give yourself to someone
Who must use you and puts all the shit that everyone feels into a blame
that is placed upon you
Can't you see it, why do you keep feeding it?
It is stupid
We can sit here all day and complain about how much we don't like ourselves
Or we can change the world and be better
But no, I'm sorry
You have a man that hurt you
So the whole world is fucked up to you
Never to find an honest soul
But the ones who sit in front of you
I told you I wanted you
Not to abuse you or make you feel less than me
I want you to be beautiful and free
And I'm tired of rhyming because it is easy
And it is so funny because you are just that
Lost in your own bullshit
Lost in what someone told you
For some reason you believe it
And hold these abusive words to you
Yet you cry and want something real
But to be honest you can't handle it
You are lost in a shell of your whatever




So deal with it, and be like the rest of us
Because you are nothing special
Unless you tell yourself so

Well...

Just like the sun wants the moon
and the land wants the sea
I want to hold you in my arms
Not for anyone but me
It may seem selfish but at least it is true
This feeling that comes when I speak to you
It tells me about me
This feeling that comes when you leave
I don't want it, but it lets me be in this moment in time
And I know you don't want to be so caught up
With someone who walked along and grabbed your heart
For a split second, as I am sure
But this didn't last for a second
It is so much more

I need you night and day

I need someone there to be with me

Night and day

To sit and talk with until the sun comes up

I need you to tell me your dreams and your heart

So that when I fall asleep I dream of you

I need your heart and your soul

Nothing more

Love me strong or love me sweetly

But my dear I need you

So please when you dream, 

please think of me so that no matter how far I am

We will be found together

The Way of the World

It's one hell of a motherfucker, you better be ready for it.